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*POEMS*
This are sum of my poems. Not many of them are particularly happy!!
i usually write them at times when im feeling down or unhappy, so plz dont take the piss out of dem.
Cus yeah, they may b complete shit 2 u, but in each of their own small ways, they mean something 2 me.
*~ THANX ~*
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* is it really ova *
You hurt me inside,
More than i dare to let on.
You were here with me,
And then you were gone.
We started to break down,
In just one short week.
Then it ended in a second,
You didn't give me chance to speak.
I would have said i love you,
Please tell me how you feel.
Cus i know this time,
This emotion is for real.
But if you want to end it,
Please do dont be afraid,
After all that great couple,
We never really made.
But i didnt say these things to you,
I didn't get a chance,
The moment went by so quickly,
My mind stuck in a trance.
But i can't do anything its over now,
The 2nd of July.
And all i've done since that moment,
Is sit and cry and cry
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* itz my fault *
Each cut closer to the vein,
Each time i'm feeling a little more pain.
It starts to help me I start to calm,
All this release with my self-harm.
But i wake in the morning to see the scar,
I remember my problems and how bad they are.
The feelings rush back only ten times worse,
I start to scream, I start to curse.
So i pick up my blade and start again,
The story of my life, a day in my head.
If you had to put up with what i do,
You wouldn't survive i can guarantee you.
I'm nearing the end i cant put up with this,
Not one more day without happiness.
You may cry for a while because i have died,
But itz just my fault as itz suicide.
xXx
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* neva say neva *
You told me neva to say neva,
Then i asked if we'd be foreva.
You didnt reply just a shake of your head,
With that we were ova, stay friends i said?
You nodded and i could feel your misery,
This wos hard 4 u, but harder 4 me.
Then i knew just wot i had 2 do,
But how do i say these 2 words 2 u.
You have saved me 2 many times 2 recall,
Your words have caught me when i wanted 2 fall.
I told u everything, my whole life story,
Even if times it may have been boring.
You were there just ova "MY" bak wall,
And when i moved i could still give u a call.
We've fallen out but managed 2 stay friends,
I hope 2 know u till the end.
Now of the past now i must let go,
But i'll neva 4get u just so u know.
I'll keep looking bak just 2 c u,
But moving on is what i should do.
I know these 2 words shall make me cry,
But 2 u my first love, i'm saying good bye. xXx
if ur geting bored of my shitty poetry. click here 4 sum great poems by my mate steven
*~ bye ~*
You watched me hurt but didn't care,
You turned your back, were never there.
Well now just maybe you will see,
How u treated me so viciously.
We had talked of life but never of death,
You probably don't care I'm getting short of breath.
I jabbed a knife right through my skin,
Then i repeated again and again.
Im not dead yet but trying to think,
Why you pushed me to the brink.
Did human life for me hold no place,
I hope the next will c past ur cute face.
Now my hands are getting weak,
I try to talk but cannot speak,
My mum just got home she'll find me soon,
Dying fast up in my room.
Some great poems i found
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* a poem 4 all those who ave lost people 2 suicide *
You left our lives and we'll neva know why,
We wanted u 2 live, you chose 2 say goodbye.
Our hearts hurt now and will foreva,
We long for the day 2 b 2getha.
Where roads are paved with gold and angels fly,
But for now we have 2 say goodbye.
We shall light a candle in ur memory,
And keep it lit for u 2 c.
Even though ur gone, we remember u,
And we will always love u.
We dont think u were bad,
We know that u were sad.
We hope now that u r happy,
Let ur spirit soar and b free.
To all of u who make this stand,
Please know that we'll never understand.
You left our lives without saying goodbye,
For the rest of our lives we'll be wondering WHY?
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* help *
I watched in fascination,
as blood flowed one night last year.
And washed away more pain,
than ever could a tear.
Now i cut myself again,
to see if its still there.
The pain that always lingers,
and if i even care.
I wonder what my eyes would look like,
dull and glazed with death.
I wonder what it would feel like,
To be taking your last breath.
With the hot sting of metal,
I thaw out and awake.
I stop the daydreams, stop the bleeding,
And see the marks i make.
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